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Just found this nice short on the web and thought you might like ;D The ending is the best!
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End of fiction
I know who I am... you are the one who doesn't. My haircolor has nothing to do with my personality... whether cut it, dye it red, green or whatever... it has nothing to do with my personality swapping, changing, becoming someone else..or whatever fantasy you are stuck in your head. You only looked ever at my appearance as something valuable... that is also why you traced my photos - you were seeking a man in me, or someone who comforted you in past or in dreams....I did not know back then that it is just about that...about your past overlapping with present. Your lustful lens was not enough to see me. Since you had plenty of lust toward the other woman and toward many other people, possibly. the right person will be someone who likes to spend time with me, not ignoring me, not messing m yhead up and giving me ideas... or bidding me against other person. Making it a horserace for your precious love. In the end, you were just choosing whether to sleep with an asian girl or caucasian
I've learned..
..that asking to be treated with respect and care is not "too much to ask". It never should be.
It is not malicious intent, nor act of betrayal on my end to ask for something like that after realizing finally that I was not treated the right way- to stand my ground on that. If someone sees that as malicious intent, they are the one who sees it wrong.
I've finally learned the lesson, it took me 32 years.
And when wishing others happiness, I'm not being selfish for wishing it for my self as well.
there's just so much I can take...
for so many times... I can't no more.
message
I will always care,but I can't act on it no more... You actively made me mistake actual abuse for love.
And I loved sincerely.I believed it. I went along with it.So I end up broken.
I am not into strangling. Not into selfharm. Not into threesomes. Not into death. Not an alcoholic. Not polyamorous. I dont'want noone hurt or feel alone, but I physically and mentally and emotionally can't handle this no more.
There's little judgement I put on people, because everyone is quirky - secretly or openly. So I can openly talk about lot of things without shame or being weirded out.
I don't know how to deal with this situation and have to stop.. not
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My Favorite part about all of this is that we are still talkin' bout portal, Right on man